Way of Success?

Striving hard to become the "useful" person that I aspire to be is not an easy job. In fact, at where I am standing, it felt impossible. The more I want to feel success, the more I felt I am a burden to myself.

What constitute success you asked? I tend to think my perception changes from time to time. A work-life balance. Or amount of properties you own. Or the ability to be able to go travel without having to think about the budget. Or having a family living peacefully under one roof. Sometimes you want to be the president, other times just a normal retiree will do.

In short, I sounded like a person without a direction. Sometimes I think it is best to be in the present and let things just come by.

Easier said than done.

Reignition

Left unattended for a while now. But I guess this will serve more like my snippets of random thoughts. My friend suggested that writing out stuff is therapeutic. I should try this out as well. Thoughts that can't be expressed or not easily shared verbally should be at least displayed visibly for future reference.

I need a place to vent. This should be it. Kind of private but public at the same time. Twitter limits me to 140 words. Sometimes I need more than 140 words. Facebook, well, too public for hanging dirty laundries around.

So here goes to better mental health I suppose.