2 Dimensions

While halfway through this post, Mozilla Fox came with the damn upgrade-customer-service inquiry, which crashed with what I am doing, and closes my blog....really no brain assholes, can't they do their maintance some other time of all time? Kacau kacau...now no mood to write d...so this blog may well sucks.

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It is week 12. Wait. Damn...it is now week 13. And the sizzling hot exam fever is looming near....so hot that it actually dehydrate ur brains and burned ur ass out.

Whatsmore, 2nd year in diploma wasn't some sweet honeymoon college life, especially when it come to exam periods. 5 subjects with minimum difficulty of 2(out of 5) and 12 credit hours to be claimed. The pressure is on...really on.

And yet.

I am still on assignment-aftermath mode.
Which means, I am glad assignments are over and I am relaxing.
Which means, my brains are on back-packed holiday and was wondering somewhere far from the hectic moments of exam and tring to get lost somewhere(particularly, the world of games).

Now, I am wondering whether I have split personality.

One dimension of me, was panicking about the chapters, pages and notes that are not even registered in my limited CPU storage, starring horribly, terribly and vegetably on the text books and killing off myself with some"die-liao-la" moaning. While the other dimension of me was on hardcore gaming mode, danggling around on the Web(even if there's nothing to browse anymore) and practicing eat-sleep ritual almost to the highest level.

What the hell is happening? Where is the exam-umph that is supposed to reach by now?

While wondering where it is, the exam schedule is already out. More anxiety.
And while starring blankly on the schedules, classmates are already printing out the past-year questions out to prepare themselves. More and more anxiety. And while you are observing their steps into the library, you know you are going to be left out if you don't start now. Which leads to more and more and more anxiety.

And I am sitting here in front of the damn computer, with a text book just 5 centimetres away from me, blogging my way out.

The irony is there. But heck, I don't even have the courage to open my book, as if fearing it will jump and slap my face for not using it the whole sem. *Slap slap* It jz did.

Alrite, crapping session over. Its exam period and if I don't start any moment by now, I will be eventually booking a coffin for me by tomorrow.

While graphic design world are now trying to expand dimensions from 2Ds into 3Ds and 4Ds, I am centralizing myself into jz oni 1D. And that does not, hopefully, becomes the I-don't-know-and-I-don't-care side of me.

Out.