Lately, my whole body is in a chaotic mode, physically, mentally and emotionally speaking.
The physical part. Well, have been sleeping late or even no sleep at all...thx to exams...now after it...I got used to it..which is why I am blogging at this hour..6am..yep...got it right..6A.M...Damn..my sleep system is totally changed...and I nearly missed my last exam paper...phew..close...(woke up at 8.52 when the exam is suppose to start at 9)...Anyway, the sleep system really freaks me out...
The mental part. Exam is when you are supposed to get stressed. Instead, I am in tidak-apa mood on the eve of my test...that ain't right. I mean, i felt stressed 2 weeeks before the exams... and at the eve of the exam..its jz gone...I even went for yam cha session during 12am -3am...eve of exam, man. My parents will kill me if they read this. Heh.
The emotional part. Sigh...suddenly i felt very empty...I can't sense love....or isit? What I meant was, suddenly love seems to go away...I can't feel whether if I love somebody or the other way round..no, not even my parents' love(probably something to do with the distance and duration not being with them...)..But hell...feeling empty is jz uncomfortable...nobody to think of and care of...its jz creepy.
Something seems to be wrong somewhere....er... everywhere...
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