College Starts...

Or at least it was 3 weeks ago. 3 weeks ago, I was eager to go back college after 3 months of hiatus. I was excited, I was anticipating, I was motivated. Ahh...u got it now huh? I was.

Now, I am tired, exhausted, slacking and slightly unmotivated. College sucks the soul out of people. Even when you had a bright halo with the sunlight shining at the background, you will ended up like a zombie dragging twenty inches under the floor.

Subjects come in with full strength of nukes ready to blow me up anytime. First, it was physiological psychology (even the title already get me into trouble while typing). Describing in short, it is 2 years of secondary biology plus new bloody medical terms plus Ingerris version of nightmare revisited after 3 years discarding it.

Child and Adolescence Disorders is tough partly kids are hard to study and partly our hardcore lecturer emphasized critical thinking. I am not complaining the critical thinking, but there are always times when your brain comatose itself. Frequently that is.

Then there is Motivation and Emotion. Title sounds motivating but. More like the Emotion part plays the bigger role when we all go emo-ing about how hard to really adopt them in real life with all those theoretically rigid paradigms.

Sports psychology is fun, at least practically. We got to play futsal and study it. Hehee. In any dark gloomy days, you had to admit that there is always a silver lining. And that is the one and only. Apart from that, we sort of suffer from the language deficiency lecturer. I would give him credit for the lots of effort put in to let us understand but sometimes when you don't get it after many alternative explanations, you still have to go:"Pfft. Lousy lecturer."

And then there is THE thesis. It might be the preliminary round, but it has taken toll on us. Tension, stress, anxiety...gah.

It is mid-week 3 now. And it is time to regain strength.