Why Always Me

You will be wondering why I am bizarrely obsess to the phrase and have posted these 3 words everywhere.

So before the explanation, here is the pic that starts all of it:

Haha. There you go. If you are not from the football fanatic kingdom, then it doesn't really make sense to you. But just in case you are interested, here is the explanation.

In fact, "Why Always Me" was trending on Twitter (#whyalwaysme) after he show it after he scored in the 22nd minute in the Manchester Derby, the one that you can think of quotes like "Six and the City" or "ManU fans please call 016-16161616 for help".

So who that, you ask? This guy who pulled this shit off is none other than, quote Kckrs, the stupid hat-wearing, iPad-toting, prison-visiting, lazy backheel-attempting, parking ticket-accumulating, inadvertant mafia-associating Manchester City striker, Mario Balotelli.

Prior to the big kick-off, Mario and group of friends was shooting fireworks off his bathroom when, according to Mario, one of his friend (not him), set the house on fire. Hence, "why always me"? If you are shaking your head because he did that, you don't know much about him. Because for everything you heard about Mario Balotelli off the pitch, people's reaction will be: Ahh, it is just Mario. For a brief list of his mischief, you can check wikipedia.

They say that every genius is flawed in some way. Mario is one of these flawed brilliant footballer. And he is only 21 years old. He was hated and loved, for being a dickhead and a genius at the same time.

And just in case, you think that is nothing to shout about that shirt, it was already printed and on sale at Umbro (ManC sponsor), among others:

Super Mario should claim some rights to that now (not that he needed the money though).. Meanwhile, we will stay tune for more entertainment from the fire-crackhead cum genius footballer.

Just Musings.

Keeping tabs on emotion is hard work. The fact that I don't put much effort on exploring them has made it more difficult to express or describe it. Ironically, my thesis was based largely on observation of emotions and behaviours. Just great.

I used to put a lot of emotions into things. I was passionate. But as life progressed, it seems like I rather take the rational and logical route of thought to explain situations and life-events. I found it easier to manage life. Easier to move along, get over and letting go. The Laissez Faire style did a lot of good to untangle the complications.

So eventually, there are certain emotions that I decided to "discard". Naturally, if you need to rediscover it, hard work is needed. Cues and hints are harder to perceive and analise. Frustrating, I know. But, it does make living everyday life more bearable. Short term at least.

I reread the post and I do know it is mostly random musings, without a direction, but that is what personal blogs are. Additionally, language and especially writing ability have dwindled. I have no idea how to proceed with my Masters if like this.

Anyway, signing off till next time.